BOOK REViEW: Travels With A Donkey, RLS

After finishing my first shift of the day, yesterday, I went back to Sawtry, where I’d been delivering earlier. I’d planned to stop in a tea room. But it was shut.

Superb.

But prior to discovering this, I found a shop, near where I eventually managed to park. And in said charity shop I bought Robert Louis Stevenson’s Travels With A Donkey, for thirty pence!

So succinct, pithy, and true. Alarmingly so!

In the end I didn’t start reading this new and fab little book til much later in the day. Indeed, after completing a second shift. This second shift I’d felt obliged to book/do, to fund the recent acquisition of William Blake, The Complete Illuminated Books.

‘…moved me to a strange exhilaration.’ Brilliant.
Stevenson, in 1893, a year before he died!

Bob died very suddenly aged just 44, from a heart-attack, on the Samoan Isles, where he’s buried. Leaving behind a fantastic literary legacy, including such legendary titles as Treasure Island, Kidnapped, and Dr Jekyll & My Hyde, amongst many others.

Brilliant!

The above passage, like a lot of Stevenson’s writing, is stuffed to bursting with insight, and quotable words: ‘exulting in my solitude’! The bit about ‘one of those truths…’ is fab, with the mystic’s appeal to instinctual knowledge or insight over the dusty pronouncements of the learnèd.

And then the pure gold of the passage ‘there is a fellowship more quiet even than solitude… rightly understood, is solitude made perfect…’ Bob, I love ya’!

Amen, brother Bob.

Travels With A Donkey was written as the author made his titular trip through The Cevennes, in France. He was ministering to his heartache, his lady of that time having left him to return to the U.S.

Every day he’s studiously write up what he’d experienced in the last 24 hours, whether he was at an inn, or in ‘God’s Hotel’, under the stars. And what he writes is wonderfully enchanting.

Again, the theme of head vs heart knowledge.

He starts out by buying Modestine, the she-ass of the book’s title. His relationship with her is fascinating. Evolving from embarrassed naivety to experienced disdain pretty rapidly. But all the while retaining a compassionate humanity towards his beast of burden.

As well as narrating what the landscapes, weather and people are like, as he travels, he also: indulges in philosophical speculation; tales a lot about religion/God, etc; and even gives us some local history, most notably regarding the revolt of The Camisards, 180 years prior to his travels.

Great words.

He stays in a Catholic retreat at one point. And several simple country inns. But he seems happiest on those nights when sleeping outdoors, in a kind of proto-bobby-bag, manufactured at the start of the trip to his own specifications.

He comes over as a very affable if slightly patronisingly sort. To his great credit, he is publicly humble, whilst reserving his ‘loftier’ judgements for the ‘privacy’ of his journaling. Which then, ironically, perhaps, he publishes!

As the little photo extracts that pepper this post show, he is eminently quotable. And eloquently and succinctly expresses things in a straightforward way. A way that has traversed the passage of intervening time very well.

Love this!

When, at journeys end, he parts with Modestine, it’s quite moving, in an unexpected and humble way. Indeed, it moved me to compose a poem on the subject. I’ll most likely share that elsewhere, at another time. But one word on it here; unlike most of my poems, which are entirely (so far as I know) my own words, Farewell, Modestine uses a lot of RLS, for brickwork, with me adding only the necessary cement.

As with much of the best writing, reading his promotes a desire to read more by the author. Having read Treasure Island and Kidnapped as a child, methinks my next RLS port of call ought to be Dr Jeckyll & Mr Hyde.

Nice looking edition.

DAYS OUT: Green Lanes, Fenny Names, & Ely

As I drive around delivering, the green lanes, alive with Spring life, and bathed in glorious sunlight, bring on a strange exultation.

Wonderful street names!

Pig Market End. A dead end. I do love Fenny street names!

DAYS OUT: Many Churches, Much Sunshine

St Giles, Holme.

I’ve said before, here on this blog, that a day with a visit to an old church is always a good day. And a visit to two? Even better. Well, today was a many church day. And not just churches; a ruined Abbey gatehouse and a Cathedral, as well.

St. Giles, Holme

The imposing porch.
A fab portal.
Bearded chap.
Lady, or young man?
Sunshine and shadows.
Intriguing pillared memorial monument.
So beautiful.
Tree shadows.
A strong trunk…

The churchical aspect of the day started with St Giles, in Holme. Locked, alas. But rewarding nonetheless – even if only on external perusal – in the glorious sunshine.

Adieu, St Giles.

St. Andrews, Steeple Gidding

Then, a short while later, I enjoyed a quick look inside St Andrews, Steeple Gidding. A redundant Anglican Church, with lots of groovy gargoyles externally, that I’ve snapped before.

St Andrew’s, looking fine in the sun.

Locked, again! But a helpful local procured the key for me. So I was able to look around inside as well.

Picturesque grave growth, in flower. Life n’ death!
Nice roof.
Corbel detail.
More corbel interest.
Wow!

Initially I was a trifle disappointed with the insides. For one thing, to all intents and purposes, there’s no stained glass. Evidence of the crumbling fabric of old churches was also on display.

Dilapidation/temporary repairs.
The pulpit.
Tiny fragments of stained glass, all that remains.

But if you linger and really look, most older churches will eventually start to yield interest. And so it proved here.

Paving detail.
Interesting. Love the unusual green.

From the unusual and quite vivid green tiles in the floor, to the seven paintings in the arches behind the altar, and the beautiful wooden roofing, there’s stuff to arrest the eye.

So, thanks to JP, the helpful local, for allowing me access.

Ramsey Abbey Gatehouse

Ramsey Abbey Gatehouse.

It’s rather sad to see the rather paltry and very dilapidated remains of England’s oldest Benedictine monastery. Owned and maintained by the National Trust, of which we are members, it’s currently shut.

Sad shadow of former times.
One still senses the imposing bulk.
A glimpse of internal interest.
Mere hints of former glories.

St Thomas à Becket

From here I wandered over to the Parish church of St Thomas à Becket, via the graveyard.

Life and death, cheek by jowl.
A calming space.
Slight pano’.
St Thomas exterior.

I circumambulated the church, which peregrination was rewarded with some great prospects.

Looking westwards, from church grounds.
Ascending Jesu…
Martyrdom of St Thomas.
Pre-Raphaelite style glass, over the altar.
Modern life/death amidst the ancient lore.
Tiny fragment of medieval wall painting.
The old and the new, music wise.
My view as I read.
‘… to be a dull fool…’ uh-oh, rumbled!
Must return, to sit/read in The Almonry garden.
I read more sat here; another fab Ely view.

DAYS iN/ART: Framing Billy Blake Postcards, etc.

Dramatic!

I bought some very cheap frames at TOFS, in order to get some more art on the walls, without breaking the bank. I’m framing some postcards I bought at the current Fitzwilliam Bill Blake show.

Tools for the job.
Picked these four initially.

I picked the above images. I might change one or two choices? Or just frame a few more?

Made one change, selection wise.

So, I’ve left out (?), and instead opted for Europe, A Prophecy. I just feel it’s visually stronger.

Mystic mayhem!
This one is used for the show’s advertising.

The above, after Fuseli, is the best choice in this set. There are numerous other images in the show I’d have picked in preference to most of the others, such this:

A snap from the show, Los with his hammer.

I’m excited to hear that my order of The Complete Illuminated Manuscripts – to fund the acquisition of which I put in an extra shift this week – is due to arrive tomorrow morning.

Arriving soon.

I also framed a Japanese print, as a gift for our pal, Dan, who’s helped us a lot in the last year or two.

Japanese print, for a gift.

I hope he (and Amy, etc) likes it!?

This pokey-out bit is a bitch!

FOOTNOTE:

The cheap frames from TOFS have a design flaw. The little metal stud type things that secure the picture hanging doodad on the back, pole through too much. So much so they interfere with the framed image.

Punch out the hole…

I tried to mitigate this by building up some masking tape. But that was a very lame and unsuccessful attempt at addressing the issue. So instead I cut out some card, to thicken up the backing board (too thin as supplied!).

Nubbin sits in hole.

I then punched a hole where the protruding nubbin is, so it can protrude into said hole, without affecting the framed image. Job done.

Days Out/Churches: St Peter, Pertenhall

Another locked church, alas. Poss’ worth a revisit, to see inside? The village of Pertenhall is, in parts, incredibly picturesque.

Didn’t have time to tarry, sadly. So only got a few shouts, outside, of the porch, and nearby.

MUSiC: Tino Contreras, Jazzman Comp

When I first got this, I thought maybe I’d been sucked into a novelty purchase. But the more I listen to it, the more I like it. In fact, I’m beginning to love it.

In terms of musical interest, I’d give this a straight up five. But the sequencing of tracks, is a bit odd. Also the sound quality on one or two tracks is not of the highest.

HOME & GARDEN: Fixing Wisteria

Before.

Today I took a few loads of garden waste to the local dump. Three tubs of soil, one of weeds, in the first load. A knackered old wheelbarrow and the dismembered laurel bush, in the second. Plus sundry oddments in both.

Jute twine, in green (of course!).

I noticed on arrival home, after the second consignment, that the wisteria over the front door is sagging/coming away from the frame. Looking for some string or twine at home was time consuming and fruitless. So I bought some from Boyes.

After.

The wisteria looks much better now. Still not flowering, however. And that’s how many years now? Surely it’ll flower next year!? I think it’s supposed to flower in the third year? I reckon it’s reached four now!

Stepping back…

Stepping back for a fuller view. Looks alright to me. I still need to put a little trim/lip around the two wooden planter boxes, so they last longer.

Earlier; prole’ fare.

Earlier I’d reheated some pasta Teresa made over the weekend, and added some bacon, in a tomato sauce, grated cheese, salt n’ poppers.

I’ll peruse this, for a bit, and take it with me in my working travels, this art’noon:

Must actually use this!

I’ve bought editions of this before. And simply ignored it! Doh… I must make use of this one, methinks. Else it’s just wasted money. Plus I really ought to find better ways of earning a crust. This Amazon delivery business is alright. But I don’t want it becoming a ‘job for (what’s left of my) life’!

HEALTH & WELLBEiNG: Thought vs Action…

I’m lying in bed at 9.30 am. Having been in bed since 7.30 last night. That’s 14 hours in bed. And I feel totally exhausted and unmotivated. Or, rather/perhaps (?), motivated to do as little as possible, until I go out delivering.

Now it seems maybe yesterday’s Do It Now cue-card might be more apt of significant than it felt at the time?

In part at least, I’m struggling with the fall-out, no doubt, of the last 14 months saga. Despite that being officially over now, it’s far from over for me psychologically, alas.

A worrying thought has been fusing in my mind. What if my current malaise isn’t caused by these events, but lies much deeper?

I’d wanted to quit teaching before the everything went pear-shaped. But I had no alternative plan. Delivering for Amazon is supposedly just a stop gap. But I’ve been doing it over a year now.

I’ve struggled with depression pretty much all my adult life. Indeed, prob’ since my mid-teens. But I had started feeling better, just prior to this latest and by far the worst episode.

One of the problems is that the deeper down a dark well you tunnel, the harder it is to see things as they really are. Or so it seems to me. So much so that – like so many people in life – you wind up with a very parochial lack of general awareness. You can’t see the bigger picture.

To use a very apt cliché, you can’t see the wood for the trees.

And then there’s what I’m doing now, trying to think my way out of it all. Is it time I realised that that hasn’t really worked for me,? Looked at over the overall span, thus far, of my life? Has the time come (is it way overdue?), when action should replace thought?

Getting out and doing always leads to things developing or happening in a way thinking alone not only doesn’t, but – through overthinking and confusion – actively works against.

Ulrika! That’s it. Despite the dopey (literally) soporific attraction of what I learned today Gen-Z Tik-Tok-ers are calling ‘bedrotting’, I must – in an attitude of (ironically) mind over mood – get up, get out, get on!

MiSC/DAYS iN: Total Exhaustion, Etc…

Phew! I was worried I might not sleep. Ha!

Last night I went to bed early, at about 8pm, and fell asleep straight away, and – although I’ve woken up a few times – I’ve slept almost solidly, through till midday!

Started re-reading this Tintin classic last night.

After my first bout of sleep last night – 8.30-10 pm – I was worried I wouldn’t go back to sleep. So I started reading The Broken Ear. About halfway through I stopped and went back to sleep.

A little bit of feline good therapy.

I just finished this quaint ol’ Tintin adventure, a few moments ago. Followed up by a dose of quality time with Chester. Outside it’s cold, grey, and rainy. Rather like what Donald Fagen aptly describes as ‘the weather in my head’!

Mostly laying down today, watching snooker.

Apart from resting and watching snooker, I’ve done very little today. We played cards, earlier. And I replaced a dead lightbulb on the upstairs landing.

I was going to chat with uncle Terry, this afternoon, but ducked out of that, as I was feeling pretty crappy. The only other noteworthy activity was designing this card, for Teresa:

Teresa’s new crafty card.

It was very sweet to see how chuffed Teresa was with it. That’s helped lift my spirits a bit. But sadly I’m still rather like the balloon that Piglet bursts, in the Pooh story… Deflated!

Just ordered this!

Feeling so down and blue, I decided – once I had enough shifts in place to justify the extravagance – to purchase the above. I love the Dangermouse series, and have that on DVD. In fact I suspect I’ll be watching some of that over the next few daze…

What little Count Duckula I’ve seen, I’ve loved. David Jason’s voicing, and the overall characterisation, are top notch silly fun.

Thoreau-ly sound!

Words of wisdom from the author of Walden and Civil Disobedience.

However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you think. It looks poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults even in paradise. Love your life, difficult as it is…

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.

Total loss of libido…

Accompanying exhaustion and depression… total loss of libido…

Self-exploratory, as Count Arthur might say.

The day nears its end. I went to bed about 7.30 pm. Normal for me nowadays! I’ve been watching snooker, on and off. But not really getting into it. I did watch an episode of Dangermouse. Silly but fun.

I also enjoyed watching this:

Amazing stuff, from Pask Makes, as ever.
Back to the snooker…

I tried to sleep, just now (9.30-ish). Sleep mask on. Rain sounds playing. But just didn’t feel right. So back to more snooker. Anti-fungal foot powder* on, for my itchy toes (they don’t help with sleep!).

* Is this just talc’? What, if anything, does it actually do?

Today’s cue card didn’t really hit the spot.

Todays randomly picked cue-card, whilst sage advice, didn’t really hit the mark. So now, abed, I picked another (again, blind). This one feels much more apt/pertinent:

Easier said than done, sometimes.

DAYS iN: Garden, etc.

Our main cherry, shedding her blossoms.

Having a bit of a wobble at present. And looking for ways to restore equilibrium.

Still very florid.

How often do I hear folk on Gardener’s Wold extolling the therapeutic virtues of gardening and green spaces!? All the time, of course.

A carpet o’ pink.

Earlier in the day I cancelled the second delivery shift I’d booked. Just too tired! So, ‘pon returning from my first, and now only delivery shift, I go out into the garden. Despite the lowering glowering darkening clouds, heavy with the threat/promise of rain.

Decided to remove the bulk of this.

I’ve chosen to trim the Laurel bush right back. I might even take it out completely. So’s I can enlarge the pond. Hmmm!?

Teresa’s on the warpath about it! Uh-oh…

Accumulating green ‘waste’.

The thing is, it’s going to be a heck of a lot easier to work on the pond without that poking me all time. The temptation to enlarge the pond is also growing in strength.

My new best buddy!

One of the great things about getting out of the house, whether it’s work or pleasure, gardening, or whatever, is the unexpected.

Our little Robin buddy was a major tonic for me today. As I worked and cleared, he busied himself finding insects for his babes. And he was bold as brass, coming up very close.

Post-operative stumps.

I was charmed and beguiled by what he was doing. I wonder what – beside a feeding opportunity – he made of me?

Yes, this should definitely be enlarged.

Some time later… I’m trying to hack out the stump of the Laurel bush. Much, much, much easier said than done! Robin is popping by regularly, to feed and socialise. What a little dude!

My little pal, back again!

One of the things making this job sooo much harder is the spoil of rubble, broken glass, and bricks… even whole bricks, that’s all around the roots.